When I
turned the first wheelbarrow of yard clippings over at the street this morning,
I thought, “Oh my, that felt good.” I
assumed it was just the result of a little hard labor. Yet when I dumped the second, I nodded and
mouthed, “Yes.” By the time I had made
my 3rd trip to the curb, I knew the feeling well and I was beginning
to understand its origin. In fact, it
was akin to the sensation I had yesterday morning when I dropped a load of
clothes off at the consignment shop and then another at the local thrift store.
This whole pruning thing felt good … it felt light … it, no, I felt freer.
But still, the
world tells me to want more … and more … and more. To accumulate. To live high.
And so I do -- and I find myself restless. But why such a feeling of imprisonment and
slavery when I crave the more ... and such freedom when I dump my excess? Could it be that the less really is the more?
Not
surprisingly, my morning Scripture reading had already set my heart for such
thinking. Jesus said, to His disciples, “Do not store up for yourselves treasures
on earth, where moth and rust consume and where thieves break in and steal; but
store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust
consumes and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart
will be also” (Matthew 6:19-21).
Even as I read it, I could see the little dust mites gnawing away… Yet I crave.
So what is
it that attracts my attention … that I admire – that I want? What is the more and on what is my heart set? Is it something that is for my true good or
something I just might need to dump?
No doubt, I
need to make a few more trips to that curb.
Just an
ordinary moment…
1 comment:
I struggle with this as well ~ how to balance needs, wants and dependance on God for those things that are truly best for my life. I'm always "in process" of deleting (at least thinking about it)the burden of "things". Ready, set, AIM to do it ~~> ACTION!
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